I don’t really have a lot of memorable accomplishments so when I do, I would do anything to remember that amazing feeling so I can take it and motivate myself when I’m feeling down. So, today not only did I receive my research lab coat I also learned how to play the uke!!!! My roommate Colleen taught me three songs in 40 minutes! Today was a very productive day. February 5 should remembered forever. ***this blog is a reminder to myself
Be in control.
Wow, I forget who is following me on this thing, but I know it’s the people I truly love. So today, I’m pouring my thoughts that I wish I could share with you guys everyday. I just realized I haven’t logged onto this in about 5 months. I quickly read my past posts and it’s like i’m traveling back in time! I guess you can say I was influenced by “the time travelers wife” because I just got done watching it. I’ve concluded that I MUST blog so I can travel back in time…to remember the old me and appreciate what I’m growing up to be.
On another note, I hope you guys are doing well. I’ve talked to most but not enough to satisfy my needs [haha].
My blogs are all just so funny but also so negative. Every blog I read either had the words: sad, disappointed, stressed. All are just so freaking negative. So, to balance out my emotions, if I want to write about something negative, I HAVE to write something positive.
Let’s get started on an update…
Some of you know this and it might be redundant to you but I myself need to be reminded sometimes.
BLOG OF THE DAY:
So, today I had work at 1. I ended up waking up at 11:50 [fml] and proceeded to make a frozen pizza. I asked Emma to watch it because I was going to take a shower. Let me tell you, it was the funniest cooking that I have experienced BY FAR. I walk out of the shower and Emma is trying to put the pizza on a plate. BUT IT FALLS TO THE BOTTOM OF THE OVEN. It then proceeded to burn as we tried other ways to pick it up. But since it was in the “precut” form, every time we picked it up, it would fall in half and land on the oven door…again proceeded to burn. Finally, I grabbed tongs and we worked as a team to make it on the plate. Mind you, we don’t really have pleasant experiences with our oven because it would BURN everything we make. I thought it was fixed!? I could have just put it in there longer than it should have been. I still ate it.
I got to work on time. I don’t know how I did it, but it happened and this is the reason why i DON’T wake up early. My shift was 4 hours and it wasn’t that bad. After work I ate El Pollo Loco tostada salad…oh man sisterfriend was right when she recommended it to me. IT WAS BOMB. COM! Then I went back to the apartment and did math homework for three hours. Ended my night with P.S I love you and the Time Travelers Wife.
Now we are back to square one…the reason why I’m blogging in the first place. I will make it a goal to touch this page atleast 4 times a week, if not everyday. I miss you guys so much and wish I could know a little piece about your day, everyday.
Until next time.
P.S. My mom said the title of the blog to me one day.
////EDIT: I here shouting echoes that are coming from the Anteater parking garage. UGH! #can’tfallasleep
Exactly how I feel, this imbalance I have with my body is really taking a toll on me today. Must turn it around quick.
When water starts to taste like alcohol -_____________-…I just want a nice cold glass of water. Is that too much to ask for!?
All of this will last me three dinner meals! Cost? Just a little over $6.that’s about $2 dollars for dinner! Watch out YouTube, I’m coming for you!
I don’t really believe in horoscopes, but sometimes they just speak to me.
Got a phone call from pappa today. I’ve been pretty distant from my parents lately. Maybe for about a month now. Even if this is the time where I need them the most, I’ve come to a conclusion that you can’t depend on anyone but yourself. Don’t get me wrong. I have so much love for my parents and they have given me everything and anything parents can provide. But now, I’m growing up and even if all I want is that support…lately I haven’t been getting it…and it makes me sad. I know I’m being a brat but at the same time it affects me so much.
Back to the phone call, usually dad calls becuase he forgets his atm pin and I have memorized it.
Calls back dad: hi dad Dad: hi my dear Janelle how are you? Me: I’m fine,alive and breathing. How about you? Dad:.I’m fine Me: did you call for your pin number? Dad: *laughs no no I’m calling to ask how you’re doing. When are you coming home?
As I type this in class, I can’t help but not hold back on the tears.
I miss knowing my parents believed in me.
I freakin love my sister. This was obviously before I turned 21 but hahahahah
Worst quarter of my life